How Stanley Tucci misplaced his style — and nearly his love of meals — to most cancers


With his current hit culinary quest present, “Searching for Italy,” and food-focused cult movies resembling 1996’s “Big Night” and 2009’s “Julie & Julia,” Stanley Tucci has established himself as not simply an actor but additionally a critical epicurean.

But, in his new memoir, “Taste: My Life Through Food” (Gallery Books), the 60-year-old reveals that he nearly misplaced his love for meals after he was diagnosed with an oral cancer 4 years in the past. 

“There were times when I believed I would never ever be able to cook or enjoy a meal again with the people I love,” writes Tucci, who grew up in a big Italian household in Katonah, NY, and spent a 12 months dwelling in Italy in his early teenagers.

When a dentist first instructed Tucci that the ache in his mouth may be as a result of an oral most cancers of some kind, he writes that he “was stunned to the point of almost fainting.” 

"Taste: My Life Through Food" by Stanley Tucci

Kate, his first spouse and the mom of three of his kids, died in 2009 after a prolonged battle with breast most cancers. He was ultimately identified with most cancers of the salivary gland and was hesitant to get remedy having seen how painful and in the end futile it was for Kate. But realizing the remedy price for his sort of most cancers was almost 90 p.c — and that his present spouse, Felicity, was pregnant — he went by means of it. 

Doctors initially wished to take away the tumor on the base of his tongue, however that may have meant shedding half his tongue and the flexibility to talk usually, which wasn’t an choice. Chemotherapy and radiation would imply the lack of style, scent and saliva manufacturing, however it could possible solely be short-term.

For seven weeks, 5 days every week, he endured radiation remedies that required him to put on a particular masks to immobilize his head. His negative effects included extreme vertigo, nausea and lack of urge for food.

 “After a week of treatments, anything I was capable of putting into my mouth tasted like old wet cardboard,” he writes. “A few days later everything tasted like the same old wet cardboard but slathered with someone’s excrement.”

Stanley Tucci
Stanley Tucci

He was additionally plagued with digestive points. 

“The morphine I was given to dull the pain and help me sleep caused such dreadful constipation that at one point I thought it might only be relieved by the use of a mini pipe bomb,” Tucci reveals within the ebook. 

While he was getting chemotherapy or required IV fluids, he, considerably mockingly turned to meals TV to move the time. 

“This was an act of pure masochism, as even just the thought of food disgusted me. In hindsight I suppose it was a way to cling to what I loved or remember what I’d once had because I was so desperate to have it again,” he writes. “I was determined to make myself heal faster.”

Stanley Tucci with Nicola Salvadori
Stanley Tucci with Nicola Salvadori
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The remedies left him so weak and emaciated that, he “practically begged to have a feeding tube implanted in my stomach.” It remained there for six months, however even whereas counting on the tube for sustenance, it was vital to Tucci that he ate effectively. He in the end eschewed protein shakes in favor of cooking and pureeing the kinds of meals — pasta and beans in broth — he may need eaten in more healthy occasions.

“I would struggle through the smell of the ingredients just to be able to stand at the stove and create something I knew I could eat,” he writes. “What it tasted like didn’t matter, as it was going directly into my stomach by way of the tube, but it was important to me that if someone were to eat it by mouth they would find it appetizing.”

At that time, he even relied on the feeding tube for water, as a result of if he tried to really drink water, “It burned like battery acid.” 

Stanley Tucci with his wife, Felicity Blunt
Stanley Tucci together with his spouse, Felicity Blunt
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Tucci, who lives in England, underwent remedy in New York. His brother- and sister-in-law, John Krasinski and Emily Blunt, let him and his household keep of their Westchester house. Other celeb buddies, together with Oliver Platt, Colin Firth, Blake Lively and Ryan Reynolds, had been additionally fairly supportive. 

Reynolds was by Tucci’s facet, when, six months after his final remedy, he had a scan that confirmed “no evidence of disease.” But the negative effects endured. 

“For over two years my mouth was incredibly sensitive,” Tucci writes. “I couldn’t drink anything carbonated and certainly could not eat anything spicy. I was able to drink and taste alcohol but most stuck to white wine with copious amounts of ice.”

Felicity Blunt and Stanley Tucci at the Fortnum and Mason Food and Drink Awards in London.
Felicity Blunt and Stanley Tucci on the Fortnum and Mason Food and Drink Awards in London.

He’s additionally struggled with having restricted saliva and being liable to choking, particularly with meals resembling steak and bread, which proved tough when filming the primary season of his TV present. 

Yet, such challenges have additionally made him admire the thrill of consuming and ingesting.

Tucci writes: “My illness and the brutal side effects of the treatment caused me to realize that food was not just a huge part of my life, it basically was my life.”